In this essay, I talk about the relations between the conscious “external” and “internal” selves and the non-conscious “true” self, and the importance of cultivating the true self for authenticity.
The “self” is shaped by external and internal influences. The external self consists of human relations and institutionalized patterns of expected behavior derived from education, history, associations, and social media. The internal self consists of doing things for oneself in accordance with one’s pleasures derived from one’s information, one’s habits, and one’s books.
The external and internal selves are often competing “conscious” selves. When the external self has precedence over the internal self this is called the extroverted self. When the internal self has precedence over the external self this is called the introverted self.
Self-criticism is questioning the external and internal causes that make up the sum of the conscious self and deconstructing these causes to understand their controlling influences on the self. The quest is discovering the true self and cultivating it among the external and internal selves. After all, life is cultivation. Therefore, cultivate the higher self, which is the “non-conscious” true self. When people feel that they know and can express their true selves in an “intelligible and socially respectful and humble manner” then they are authentic.
Nietzsche’s idea of discovering the true self is rigorous like tough physical training possessing a kind of athletic mindset. To discover one’s true self is to be mindful of one’s non-conscious self. To actualize the non-conscious self is to overcome the conscious selves that negate it from becoming the true authentic self.
To discover one’s true authentic self is difficult because social factors suck us into its vacuum every day to pacify the need to belong to an esteemed group that make the conscious selves feel loved with an emoji affirmation. This results in the non-conscious self’s struggle to affirm itself as the true authentic self. The true self is caught in the social web of the conscious selves – what the true self is not. Nietzsche tells us that “every man is a unique miracle” and not “factory products.” He continues:
The man who does not wish to belong to the mass needs only to cease taking himself easily; let him follow his conscience, which calls to him: ‘Be your self! All you are now doing, thinking, desiring, is not you, yourself.’
No one can construct the bridge that you must cross into the stream of life to discover your true self. Only you can do it, and you alone. Do not ask where it leads; just go along it.
To journey to self-discovery is getting in touch with your higher self by consciously referring to your stable values, your motives, and your beliefs. To become your true self is to “reduce” the information flowing into your conscious selves from the external world. “Be who you are” is freedom and happiness and is perhaps the greatest reward and prize in life.
The quest for the true authentic self is a quest for the individuated self. According to psychologist Carl Jung, individuation is the “process” of becoming your authentic self through “personal experience” and making oneself and not others responsible for what and who you are.
The true authentic self leaves the past behind, leaves family and friends, leaves the social structures that have enveloped it, strips off the obligations and constraints imposed by others, until it finds and owns itself as it is. In Emerson’s essay on “Self-Reliance,” he writes:
Whoso would be a man, must be a nonconformist. He who would gather immortal palms must not be hindered by the name of ‘goodness,’ but must explore if it be goodness. Nothing is at last sacred but the integrity of your own mind.
The true authentic self rejects social conformity and has freed itself from convention and tradition declaring that nothing is more “sacred but the integrity” of its own mind. Morality and truth can neither be found in institutions like religion nor in books; it must be discovered by the higher and true self.
To be true to oneself is to have an obligation to express oneself freely rather than a duty to the “social mores” of a culture and following an institutionalized pattern of expected behavior. Social mores are invisible rules that guide behavior each day and tell us how to entertain ourselves to advance the spirit of consumer capitalism. We often follow the habits of culture without thinking about them.
To remain true to the self is to put oneself out there and “live dangerously.” Nietzsche says, “the secret for harvesting from existence the greatest fruitfulness and the greatest enjoyment is to live dangerously.” He continues, “Build your cities on the slopes of Vesuvius! Send your ships into uncharted seas! Live at war with your peers and yourselves!” Nietzsche is saying: Put yourself out there. Take risks. Get out of your comfort zone. Life is short. Live passionately, and on your own terms.
Humans are herd animals. One of the deepest human desires is to belong. We want to fit in, to bond with others, and to earn the respect and approval of our peers. We continue to follow the script handed down by our friends and family, our church or school, our local community and society at large. Each of these cultures and groups comes with its own set of expectations and standards – what career we choose, when and whether we get married, how many children to have, how much money we make.
Both genuine knowledge and authenticity are subjective. Genuine knowledge is first achieved by doubting all that was learned through indoctrination, then re-examining what once was called ‘knowledge’ and, finally, re-discovering knowledge through intuitive insight by the power of our own minds. This “experience” produces a higher level of consciousness of human knowing that is active and dynamic. However, when we lack self-criticism, our knowledge can be filled with “prejudices” of a pretext self-understanding that we cannot shake off and we become self-righteous in our knowledge.
Authenticity is the subjective experience of knowing and being one’s true self. The “true” self generally reflects people’s appraisal of who they are at their core, irrespective of how they might act or what characteristics they might present publicly. Subjective authenticity refers to when people consistently express who they truly are and act in accordance with their dispositional character traits. Most importantly, the true authentic self is self-motivated and has self-directed action toward activities of promotion-focused goals that are fulfilling and rewarding.